So many grow thinking there is someone for me. Time and again I hoped. I married wrongly, then divorced. I fell in love on line but the complications of time, space and reality crashed that thought to the ground.
I still love him. It makes me angry tho… He lead me on a merry run I’m not the one he wants. I’m not blue eyed, red haired, smoking, English woman. I lied to her so she would feel better. He has her back, he does not need me.